My motivation to study
If you are here for a motivational speech. Ummmm…. My motivational levels now I have no motivation either. I just do what I have to and leave the rest. But it is hard like when I can just watch something on my iPad instead of revising. To be fair to me. I am not completely lost. I am getting up and having a shower and other stuff - that is a lot for some. I still do my school work. I kinda listen to my lessons. And I am doing this blog soooooo... I am pretty productive. Its a start. Also, there are lots of times that I have walked past the biscuits and not had one or a chocolate bar. During lockdown 2 (or whatever that period was where we were going to work and school) Before lockdown 3 I was doing pretty well. Like I had made a study plan for my frees. And I was really working with it and sometimes I got sidetracked but compared to now. I was doing amazing. Although some of the work I was doing felt like wasted effort. I don’t know if other people feel like this but when they are